Making the decision to have a child – it’s momentous. It is to decide forever to have your heart go walking around outside your body. ~ Elizabeth Stone

Saturday, December 28, 2013

Update long due...


Wowza it’s been a long time since I updated this blog. I’m not even sure where to begin. I guess the obvious place to start would be with the medicine since that was/is the purpose of the blog in the first place. Elijah had his cardio workup last Monday. He had all the usual procedures- Echo, Xray, pulse-ox, Doctor visit, etc. He hated every single second of his time at UCLA. He his now at the age where he recognizes things and remembers procedures and he wasn’t feeling it. If you came near him, he screamed. If you smiled in his direction, he let you have it. Poor kid.
Overall, the news was positive. His oxygen level is still good in that it is ranging from the low to mid 80’s, his diaphragm is down (instead of being sucked up into his chest as it was in the past), and his heart function looked more or less the same (depressed but stable).  The echo was pretty much the same as it had been in the past with a little regurgitation and some narrowing.  The most amazing news was that Elijah now weighs 21lbs 4ounces and is in the 6th percentile. This was surprising in that Elijah just had a major stomach bug (which landed us at CHLA’s emergency room) and I was sure he had lost a ton of weight.  I can’t tell you how excited I was to hear that he had gained weight. Talk about happy dance time! It was all I could do not to break out dancing right then and there. I’m not entirely sure Dr. Sklansky would know what to do with me had I broken out the moves. 
Dr. Sklansky thinks that we will have another appointment in March and if all goes well, we will have another cath in June. This cath would be in preparation for the Fontan. The doctor thinks that the Fontan will take place in August. Ugh. I was hoping for another year before facing another open-heart surgery. Because all of Elijah’s procedures have been early and he hasn’t been the most simple case, Dr. Sklansky believes we will need to have an early Fontan.  However, all of this really depends on Elijah. He needs to gain weight. If his sats stay high enough, we may be able to postpone the Fontan a big longer. Yet again, we prepare for the worst but hope for the best.
In other news, Noah turned 4!!! I can’t believe my little baby is already a little boy. There are times when I look at him that I can’t help but remember the days when he used to curl up on my chest and sleep. I love that boy. He is so full of life and headstrong and I can’t wait to see what he will become.
Of course in all this news, we can’t forget about Christmas. Family has been in and out of our house since the middle of December. I think Noah may get a little depressed when the last of the family leaves. He has truly enjoyed having everyone come and sleep at our house. This is the first year that Noah truly understood and was able to appreciate the holiday and man oh man did he. He was in charge of the lights on the house and the lights on the tree. He and Elijah, along with my mom, made a gingerbread house and mouse cookies. My sister and I tried to make my grandma’s cookies. Although not a complete failure, it was also not a success. Some of the recipes turned out while others were inedible.  However, it was the experience that counted. It was the joy of being in the kitchen with my sister and remembering our grandma.
I need to give a shout out to my girl Jen. After totally mocking her when she told me she had tickets to a Beyonce concert, she invited me to join her. Although I don’t know any of Beyonce’s songs, it was a great night! I always love spending time with my BFF and add to that a great show experience and you have a wonderful night.  I really struggle with feeling guilty when I take time to myself, especially at night and especially now with this new job that demands some later nights.  However, it’s times like these that feed my soul.